A deep depression surges
inside my heart like splinters
piercing through my skin in the winter
waters of emotion
what was my devotion
to love or to lust?
what was I in for
Did I mean the things I said?
Her objects surround me,
more love than I've gotten from
anyone else on this planet
but i fucked up
I became delusional
and lost sight of
the cup
half empty or half full
i cant remember
the answer to these riddles
almost december
almost an ember
she tried to blow
but i stomped on it
and now
just
ashes
to go