The conundrum

To be or not to be, that is the question!
To be ..the greatest I can be, to achieve the greatest I can achieve, to live to the fullest potentiality that a man could live to. To build, to conquer, to inspire, to be inspired, to be driven. or not to be... For what purpose? For the pursuit of happiness? For the pursuit of knowledge? In wisdom there is no suffering, but in nothingness there is also no suffering. What is the point to all this madness, in this machine-like world that swallows you alive if you only let it. Isnt it better not to be? In that nothingness and silence no energy is wasted. the entire cosmos in the palm of your hand. in that nothingness there is a deep understanding. All the possibilities are shown to you while you lay dormant. All of them real. As real as you are.